| Location | Southampton |
| Age | 18 days |
| Cause of Death | Premature Birth |
| Date of Birth | 20/03/2009 |
| Date of Death | 07/04/2009 |
| Visitors | 4,327 since 16/04/2009 |
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our little brave angel millie,far too beautifull to stay!xxxxxxx mummy and daddy and kaine,lewis,maddy & mikey miss you and love you so much xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
millies story,
millies little life started 10 weeks early,
we found out you were coming early when mummys waters
broke at 28 weeks gestation,at 30 weeks the doctors decided you should be born,
you were born by cezarian on 20th march 09 at 5.55pm after a long day of labour,
you were whisked away to the neonatal unit straight away,all was well,
3 days later you were doing better than they thought you should be so we were transfered back to poole,
a few days later the doc noticed some shadows on your lung xray so it was decided that you should go back to southampton just incase you needed the better machine,
you traveled well and was stable when mummy and daddy arrived, but you were already on the respirator,
daddy asked if the machine could damage your lungs,the doctor said no and that they use it all the time, we stayed with you for hours but there was not much we could do for you,you were stable so we were advised to go home and get some rest.
the next morning a police officer came to the door and told us you were very poorly and that we should get back to the hospital,so we rushed straight back to you,when we arrived we were told that you had a massive lung haemorage and had arrested 4 times,we were told you may not live an hour and that if there was a small chance you did that you would be brain damaged through oxygen deprivation,
we decided we diddnt mind we would have you any way you came,there was no way we could give up on you,and asking us to switch your machine off was out of the question,
after 3 days you were still here and the seditive was wearing off and you were moving,you even held our hands, that was enough for us you were fighting and so would we,they did scans and found out your brain was still working and your,kidneys,liver and heart, you had defeyed all the odds,you were fighting,
you were stable for a while until you decided to show us you could wee all through your nappy and all over your bed,then you had to be moved so you diddnt like that, you went downhill again,then you brought yourself back up,
after a few more days the whole unit knew that no-one was to touch millie because millie would not like it,and so you got some rest, on day 17 you decided you had tried your hardest but couldnt do any more.
you shut down the oxygen to your arms and legs,a few hours later you shut down your artery in your neck,the one your line was in for your medicene,you diddnt want any more medicene,
at 6.30am mummy and daddy knew you were trying to say youve had enough, so we cuddled you,and nanny son cuddled you,grandad dave cuddled you and at 8.55am you fell asleep in your daddys arms,you looked so peacefull,we knew you had found the other angelsxxxx
mummy and daddy are missing you so muchxxxx love you forever princessxxxxxx
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Wishing you and your family a blessed Christmas xx Love Anneli xx
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.....Christmas Time
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Christmas time without you
Can never be the same
Many tears of sorrow
My heart will fill with pain
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There'll be no Christmas spirit
No more Christmas cheer
I cant enjoy Christmas
Knowing youre not here
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Heavenly Angel's Christmas
Oh so high above
No Christmas card or present
But i send you all my love
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Some day when i join you
No more tears or feeling blue
Every Christmas will be jolly
Because ill be with you
copyright© Vicky Deaville 2/12/2011
from big brother kaine
a smile can hide the tears, a laugh can hide the pain, but nothing stops the longing to have you back again xxmillie
Miss you so much princess xx
hello princess, I'm so sorry I haven't been on here for a while I've thought about you every minute of every day, mummy diddnt know how to come on here on my new phone but I've worked it out now :0) xx missing you so much baby love you forever xxxxx
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....Forever we will stay
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Memories will last forever
They are ours to keep
Memories make us happy
And some just make us weep
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What makes them all so special
They're full of so much love
Each memory holds an Angel
As they grace the skies above
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Leaving so much behind them
Many tears and broken hearts
A loving bond so special
Right from the very start
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The pain and hurt we're feeling
One day will slip away
Re-united with our Angels
And forever we will stay
copyright Vicky Deaville 3/9/2011
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Free the butterflies-
I'll be there
to see them soar
upon the air.
Know my spirit
is on the wing,
feel my laughter-
hear me sing.
Forever in your dreams
always in your heart.
Fran LeMasters
I Hide Behind My Lies - by Rosalind Roberts
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Maybe I am a dreamer, but I cannot let it show
So I keep all my feelings locked in my heart, so no one else can know
I always wear a smile, I do not want others to see
Only if you look into my eyes will you see the real me
ಌ.ڿڰۣಌ.ڿڰۣಌ.ڿڰۣಌ.ڿڰۣಌ.ڿڰۣಌ.ڿڰۣಌ
I have cried a million tears still feeling lost and alone
I thought that time would make things easy, my hurt has only grown
I can be in a room full of people, yet I am still in a world of my own
If only I could have seen into the future, if only I had known
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That I would feel so empty, at times I feel so lost
You left my life so quickly, at such a heavy cost
There are memories I can treasure, for I love you so very much
How I wish I could reach out, and feel your loving touch
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Only another person that is hurting, can see the pain behind my eyes
My broken heart that you left behind, I can hide with all my lies
One day I will see your smile, and know that you have come for me
We shall walk together, for the rest of eternity ............
copyrightof Rosalind Roberts 07.04.2011
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♥ A silent prayer ♥ A kiss of gold ♥ And all the love ♥ This candle can hold ♥
little angel
dont let them say you wasnt born,that something stopped my heart,i felt each tender squeeze you gave,ive loved you from the start,.....although my body you cant hold,it doesnt mean im gone,this world was not worthy of me,god chose that i move on......i know the pain that drowns your soul,what you are forced to face,you have my word,i,ll fill your arms,someday we will embrace.......you,ll hear that it wasnt meant to be ,god doesnt make mistakes,but that wont soften your worst blow,or make your heart ache less..........im watching over all you do,this pain you,ll learn to bear,believe me when i say to you,that i am always there.....there will come a time i promise you,when you will hold my hand,stroke my face and kiss my lips,and then you,ll understand.......although i never breathed fresh air,while gazing into your loving eyes,that doesnt mean i never was,an angel never dies xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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